Brian I think in your case, there's a certain intoxicating delight in finally taking all that squeaked away moulah, all the little bits that you put in, and then cracking the chest open and doing a little rape and pillage on the unsuspecting eBay sellers.
Why is it so satisfying to spend good hard earned money on something you truly desire and can afford. Or, perhaps more especially, when you cannot afford it, haha.
I dunno, but I know I'm waiting to get paid so I can buy more soap :roflmao