First off , don't even think you can't. You just haven't figured it out yet. You can do it I just think you let frustration set in before you got the hang of it. You may have a warp or something you have to work around. If they got dull that fast you may need some help with the strop too. I have razors going on a year with only stropping to keep them in shape. If the Vids and reading aren't doing it you need face time with someone close to you. Or send them to Mjsorkin and he may be able to look at them and tell you what your missing. I suggest go back to square 1 and develop technique and learn that strop. You have plenty of time to learn the hones. And do that with a practice razor not one your using.