Thanks Mike. I still sometimes catch myself thinking, speaking and writing about her as if she were still alive. I still remember her scent, and I never want to forget her smell. We actually were crazy about each other's natural scent. Part of me I suppose, is still in denial, and when I think about that night, I keep going back to her coming to see me, so I often write to her as if she were still here. I know we had a strong love, but I can't help thinking sometimes, if she had fallen in love with someone else, she would still be alive today.
Yes, it was something I noticed almost immediately about the members here. The level of respect for different opinions and the generosity of sharing experiences, is something I have not often seen on internet forums, and it's quite amazing. Makes me hopeful, because before becoming a member, I felt I was becoming a bit cynical about human nature. And I usually try to be optimistic. These last couple of years have really challenged that optimism. I'm really glad I signed up, and not just because a couple of members helped me out, as I was happy to have signed up long before I was sent those items. I also wanted to thank a fellow Canuck Cove5440 for his offer of an Injector Razor. He noticed that I wondered if using a DE would be something I should use while waiting for ingrown bumps to heal. I declined his offer, because I felt, that now that I am no longer stropping on a pair of jeans and newspaper, I should be okay with the straight razor, plus I still have some cartridges I want to use up, and don't want to take from someone something I don't "need". Although, it can be argued that I don't "need" any of these gifts, but the offers and the gifts I did accept are greatly appreciated.
So thanks again, to ben, gugi, and cove5440. And thanks to all who have sent me PMs with words of encouragement. It feeds this heart broken soul, in unfathomable ways.