Our friend Steve

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I am so sorry for your loss.
It sounds like you have a good plan. I would suggest that you take some time for yourself, after Jan 3rd, away from the house. A long drive away, for several days.
It can be very therapeutic.
Been there, done that.

I'm with ya buddy, just got word one of my cousins just passed yesterday, as well. Why I hate Christmas. lost many this time of year. Nothing to celebrate about.

As Randy said. Take some time away for you brother. Im so sorry for your loss. Think about what she would want you to do.
Take care of you, Steve. Take care of you!

BTW Steve my wife says you must move forward. Stay strong.

So sorry to hear about this, Steve. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Joan, your family and friends.

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Originally Posted by outback

I'm with ya buddy, just got word one of my cousins just passed yesterday, as well. Why I hate Christmas. lost many this time of year. Nothing to celebrate about.

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looks like we're reading from the same songbook, you have my sympathy
maybe should start a forum, "why Christmas should be banned".

I got high for the first time today
it was the weakest they sell for newbies
got it was awful, everything went out of focus, i could walk straih
i ate for 4 hours solid
i dont think there a choccy left in the house
never again

Well Steve, you probably haven't been eating so good lately, so maybe an attack of the munchies was a good thing. I believe delivered pizza is the customary cure, and is probably better for you than sugary chocolate. In the future, don't smoke that stuff alone. You need somebody to laugh with at stuff that actually isn't really funny. Alternately, put on a movie, preferably B grade horror comedy schtick like "Sharknado" or "Zombie Hookers" or "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes". That's what they say, anyway.

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Originally Posted by CrescentCityRazors

Well Steve, you probably haven't been eating so good lately, so maybe an attack of the munchies was a good thing. I believe delivered pizza is the customary cure, and is probably better for you than sugary chocolate. In the future, don't smoke that stuff alone. You need somebody to laugh with at stuff that actually isn't really funny. Alternately, put on a movie, preferably B grade horror comedy schtick like "Sharknado" or "Zombie Hookers" or "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes". That's what they say, anyway.

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I think the movie 1941, with John Belushi, would be more inline with your character, Steve. Smoke or not, you'll bust a rib.

Try the gummies Steve. 10-20 mg thc chewie. Will give you a nice lethargic glow and still keep the appetite up.
Carbs at christmas are a good thing.
Things will bear easier on you, in time..
Keep moving forward, as the other directions contain no growth opportunities..