Thread: one BAD week

I just really need to vent I have had a heck of a week. I am sure no one really cares. But I need to talk/type anything I can do I talk to ger all the time and he is very, very supportive and my cat has chosen to make my lap his comfy place which I don't mind one bit. We have the normal stresses school work money baby (who I guess I should not call baby she is starting preschool next month). I take care of senior citizens in a adult family home and most days it is great. I just have four adults who need me to help with all sorts of things from the minor to the major. We take care of them right to the end and if they want allow then to pass in peace with the people who they love and who love them that is usually the choice that they make. No one who moves in to our home does not become a member of our family that is what makes it hard. We have a little lady who for about a week has been going down very fast she has lived with us for 8 years. She moved in walking, I have been there for her as she has gone in slow steps to a wheel chair and me having to completely transfer her and eventually changing her in bed. We know she is sick and does not have much time left but as I sit with my little lady in the hospital for 3 hours I was told by the dr that the iv fluids we are there for will not do much good she is terminal and will not last long. I knew she was not well and would be leaving us very soon but hearing that word TERMINAL just ripped out my heart. I do have to say that the time I had with her today just the two of us did give me some closure we were able to pray and I was able to give thanks for having her in my life. Sorry for my rambling and thank you for your patience I just had to do something.