Zee, if you click your name, and go to your public profile, You'll see a statistics tab, click it, and you will see "posts" "threads" started by zee...
You can find your posts that way...
It's "Coticule". Good luck finding one, Sometimes you get lucky. Check our classifieds here, or you can go to Ardennes web site. They sell to the general public..There are also numerous vendors that sell them.
Rich