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If you haven't found somebody to help you 1 on 1 you should. They will need a pic of what you have done so far. I don't know why nobody ever suggests it here but Skype and a cam taught me a LOT about...

Sometimes it's better to walk away and let the frustration wear off too :<0) No sense making the same mistake over and over. Figure out a new approach and start fresh.

Did you lap the 1k stone ? You using tape and keeping it fresh? You have a loupe ?

More advice coming but you should watch the tutorial on the pyramid method of learning.

Oh and you should be...