I am humbled that all of you speak so kindly. I guess it took a kick in the head to get me moving. I am reminded how Andrew Carnegie used the first half of his life making hordes of money and the last half of it helping people and giving it away in endowments. I didn’t make a lot of money the first half of my life but I did raise more than my fair share hell and then some.

When I was about 30 someone said the older you get the more you act like where you are going. That didn’t make much sense at the time but when I hit my mid to late 40's then I started getting worried. I know there is no score board but I am able to sleep better at night. Besides the guy in the mirror has a straight razor to my throat. I feel a need to trust he will do the right thing.