It's the same with me...I quit numerous times over the years, always drifting back. Now I've been nicotine free for 3 years, and I don't dare to try it again. Like someone else said; it gets harder and harder to quit with each time. I sometimes still get "smoke cravings" out of nowhere, and that is something I never had before.

Hang in there! Not only will your health benefit from it - your wallet will too!