Quote Originally Posted by pixelfixed View Post
My Bro died at the age of 32,his truck went over a 1500 ft. cliff outside of Jackson Calif (thank god nobody else was envolved) his Blood alcohol level was the highest ever recorded in Calif at the time at 4.2.
Firstly I/We are all pulling for you pixel.
Second isnt it sad when family members can only say " Well at least they didnt......"
I know your sentiments and feelings so poignantly it hurts to type these admissions of guilt and despair,"How could someone from my tribe and with part of my DNA do such things?"
Choices my friend . We all need to make good ones. We all fall many times. Its what you do next that counts.
If you had a good razor you couldnt hone would you give up?? After many tries would you cowboy up and send it to a honemeister to save??

You are worth more than many razors, and there is no shame in getting help to get things put right.